Casualty of the Okie

1) To get Physically fit:  I know I am not an overweight guy but I would like to get back into shape.  The years when I played DDR, I had so much endurance and I was loving it, I wanna be back in that state of mind.  I also am doing this because I don’t wanna pass away at the age of 32 like my mother did.  My family has a history of heart problems, I want to conquer that.

2) Incorporate more Fruit into my diet and watch my meat intake (especially red meat):  I believe this will help with my physically fit desire.  Let’s face it, it is going to be a challenge to do this while I am in school cause the cafeteria SUCKS, but I work at a grocery store so I will prevail.  Also, red meat is just so bad for you and hard to digest and it makes your semen taste funny….goodbye red meat.

3)To Graduate:  This is no surprise because I am going to graduate, but with this graduation comes the prospect of grad school.  I want to get into the SAIC damnit!!!!!

4) Be involved and not have expectations: Most of the time I go into things with expectations and they eventually fall through, well I want to stop this.  Not having expectations will make me more confident in getting jobs, meeting people, and involving myself into situations.  I have already started this by not giving a fuck about things like presentations and hopefully my Speech class next semester will even help me more….I am getting older, why must i get awkward and nervous in front of people.  Also since I am the VP of the Art History Association now, I must persevere and be the VP I need to be.

2010 is going to be a wonderful year filled with many more experiences that i gained in 2009 and strengthening them.

looking at lady gaga videos

so homo, so homo

My step mom just called me asking if I got back to school ok. I told her yes. She then proceeds to tell me how proud she is of me and how much she loves me. While doing this she breaks down crying. I wanted to cry with her. She told me it doesn’t matter if I’m gay cause I am the best son she has ever had and she was sorry Xmas wasn’t the way we planned due to my dad having cancer and my brother being a douche.

I love you mom. Seriously. I think I’m crying as I write this.